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i've been all doped on pills all day and my mouth is too sore to even go running. this is depressing. i just want to work out, i cant lay in bed for 2 whole days. i feel lazy. hopefully my wisdom teeth heal up soon. even though i do like not being able to eat even if i want to. i'm not supposed to have solids for 1-2 weeks!! :)
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[10 May 2006|11:01am] |
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i ran 2 miles yesterday and did a denise austin ab work out w/ K
food today:
banana
tea
veggie burger 260
veggie chips 130
im also about to eat an apple.
so far so good.
i'm down six lbs since last week at the beginning. :) i wanted to be down 10 by friday but i don't see that happening..maybe i'll be down 2 more or something.
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[09 May 2006|11:17am] |
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oh god no. last night i had coldstone. fuckkk. i was high. :(
today:
pb tortilla: 350
veg. burger: 260
banana
tea
granola: 160
omg im at like 800 already. fuck. oh well no more eating today. shouldn't be too hard since im about to take an adderall before my ib exam. wish me luck:)
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[08 May 2006|11:02am] |
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today:
peas
green tea
apple
banana
prom on saturday!! i want to lose another 5 lbs by then. is that feasible?
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[05 May 2006|10:39am] |
so far:
fasting tea.
v8 : 30 cals.
im about to go home and make a bean wrap w/ these spinach tortillas that my mom bought. mmm. only 4 more months til im out of the house and i can not eat as much as i want!! yay. except i hope that college dorm food has vegetarian/vegan options and like..healthy food. so that i can still restrict and whatever.
k well good luck this weekend to all my loves:)
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[04 May 2006|10:57am] |
today:
fasting tea..i bought it at sawall's health food store. its supposed to aid in weight loss.
also,
veggie burger 140
carrots 35
peas 100
v8 30
veggie chips 130
applesauce 60
dark choc. 75
total: 570
not bad. it's 2pm
400 more cals today.
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[03 May 2006|10:55am] |
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today:
banana
2 cups green tea
carrots
craisins (4)
subway 400 ish. (turkey sub on wheat, baked lays, light lemonade)
major depressive fit yesterday. i cried myself to sleep. i hate that ex. i really do.
oh and i did the treadmill for 20 mins yesterday. interval training. i was so tired and weak ugggh.
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[02 May 2006|10:48am] |
yesterday:
yogurt 140
green beans 40
veg. soup 90
pita/pb probably around 300
bagel/pb umm like 400??
total: a little under 1000
today:
peas
banana
mandarin green tea
black bean soup
carrots
french baguette.
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[01 May 2006|10:03am] |
i just like to talk about my eating disorder. i like it to consume me and be me. i'm light headed and ghostly. i'm fragile and barely here. my mind is elsewhere. i'm going to be thinner. by the day, hour, second. i feel it. i'm not giving in this time. something to focus on and live for.
today:
140: yogurt
under 1200 today. maybe under 1000. depending. down to 135 before i start college. down to 125 in college. maintain it. live it, be it.
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[28 Apr 2006|11:23am] |
whips yogurt: 140
7up: 8
dark chocolate: ?? one piece of hersheys..probably around 50
so far: about 200.
goal: 1000 or under.
im drinking tonight
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[24 Apr 2006|11:16am] |
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apparently a jimmy johns beach club has 921 calories. who knew.
yesterday:
banana
pear
veggie pizza BINGE:( 700 calories
subway: 400 calories
i think averaged around 1300 or so. at least it was under 1500. boo for the binge though:( at least i ran 2 miles and did abs of steel.
today:
banana
v8: 30 cals
jimmy jonns (no mayo) probably around 700 calories i'd say.
bought a prom dress yesterday. i need to lose weight fassster.
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[19 Apr 2006|11:01am] |
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gahh. after the death cab for cutie concert in detroit kristin and i stopped at taco bell on the way home at 2am :(
shoot me.
so i came home, didn't sleep at all. i did abs of steel, ran 2 miles, and did lunges and lifted weights. hopefully i burned some of that disgusting shit off. meanwhile im extremely tired and have yet to eat anything else today. thank god.
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[18 Apr 2006|10:56am] |
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yesterday: ran 2 miles, rollerbladed 20 mins. did abs of steel tape.
today: veggie sub *no cheese* (300)
fruit cup ?? i don tknow how many calories..not many.
i told my mom i was going on a diet to lose the freshman 15 before i get to college. so now i can openly diet at home. phewww.
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[15 Apr 2006|04:02pm] |
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nachos: 600
soy burger thingy: 300
lime rickey: 300
total: 1200
im done for today. except alcohol..
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[14 Apr 2006|11:00am] |
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today so far:
coke zero. zero calories. hence the name.
thats all. im not eating today b/c im drinking tonight. like a fishhh.;) yay friday.
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[13 Apr 2006|09:37pm] |
3 hersheys kisses ???
5 cheese cubes w/ triscuits 300
veggie sub 300
cereal bar 140
total: 740 + chocolate kisses..probably around 900 or so.
not bad.
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[10 Apr 2006|10:51am] |
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Jimmy johns: 700 cals
2 fig newtons: 90 cals
so far: 790.
goal: under 1000 and its only 11am. fuuck. that means i can do a veggie burger later. and thats all.
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| so far so good. |
[28 Mar 2006|10:45am] |
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countdown to cancun: 3 days.
today so far:
10 calories (bubbly fruit juice/water drink)
i'm shooting for under 500..it really shouldn't be a problem. i dont even really feel that hungry. i did earlier, but it passed. you just have to get over that morning hump where you're starving i think.
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[27 Mar 2006|11:05am] |
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oh wow today has been terrible already. it looks like i'll be married to my treadmill tonight, burning off 1000 calories. :( fuuck.
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[15 Dec 2005|06:09pm] |
12/15:
gym: 420 cals (ran 2 miles, elliptical 200 cals), 300 crunches, lifted weights
food: none so far and it's 6:10pm. 1/2 a fresca. water.
later: 1 iced latte w/ skim milk
3 carrots
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